just thought of the endless beautiful picture and...what you've told me????

i am really really really scared... i just cant lose you. 

突然知道自己要的是什么。可是。。。对！可是。。。

always aware of the should and shouldn't.
anyhow, the realization of what I want is horrible. Never know such realization might turn out to be a tragedy.

sorry to be cool, sorry to be strict, sorry to be respondless.

two possibilities, extremely childish or absolute maturity.

it's sophisticated, as usual.

it's human nature, unavoidable, huh?

kept giving pointless, ineffectual, unproductive comments, OH MY GOD!

so, here it is: appointed myself to be the decision maker. You, shut up, listen, obey and action!

满足 x 奢侈

要求多一些些的陪伴，
多一点点地温柔，
是奢求吗？

一生，不过如此。

挣扎那么多，为的是什么：目标？快乐？幸福？
如果这些的代价是那么多的烦恼与不安，真的值得吗？

这太复杂，“值得”，太难定义。

他们问，你的初吻是如何？

没半点犹豫，说出了在那快餐店前的那一吻，沉溺。

说着说着，却对之前的吻，感到愤怒与不值。

倘若，这段感情没有结果，答案还是会一样吗？

信仰很重要，是trigger,也是力量泉源。 

曾经因为那个爱情信仰，轰轰烈烈，却也疲惫不堪。

你胡言乱语，同时亦妖言惑众；

因法力不够高强，而迷糊不清，不分青红皂白。

信仰也有经不起的打击：那些日月一点一滴累积的怀疑与疑惑。

慌。茫。累。如何坚定这信仰？只有你能帮到的忙。

个人有所追求，不需要你的赞同或批评。

不得不佩服创造者的智慧：每个人类的独一无二。

在事物与感情之间，选择了感情，因为清楚知道，自己追求的是什么。

没有人有资格批评甚至帮他人选择，因为，你懂个屁？

个人心态必须良好，谦卑。

听到有朋友很自满地说：“我不信上帝，我没有宗教，我相信我自己！”

无言以对。饮水思源吧，小弟！

唯有感恩，感激的心，才能离成功与幸福近一些。

看清楚些：个体不过那么渺小，那么不中用。

想想，你身边的叶子，空气，是从哪来的？

感叹，叹毕，可别再一蹶不振了，做点什么吧！

笑吧！猖狂地笑吧！
需要麻痹，酒精！把酒精给拿来！！！

try not to be petty, only if petty is the only issue here.

in fact, I am damn speechless.

had been autistic for quite some time, and was trying to have a change recently.

there was the day, i stepped out from my opulent homely district, allowed the polluted air to reach my nasal cavity, let the devilish darkness to hit my retina...
I thought I could purify the Shikon no Tama, I thought I was ready.

I could not deny, I am dim-witted.

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch! ++ fury, snaky!

can this learning process be more humane, please?