希望自己是你要的完美

Why did it turn out like this?

You said, didn't want to hurt me. 

But, you just did.

无心

把期待温柔的钉子除了，放弃追求，停止愚昧。

需要的是时间：让一分一秒把疼痛麻痹，习惯伤痛，忘记梦想。

Acknowledgement

I realized that noone could be any better than you, the way you pampered me.
Thank you.

I knew that noone could be any sweeter than you, the way you regarded me.
Thank you.

I recognized that noone could be any wiser than you, the way you learnt for me.
Thank you.

I 'm aware that noone could be any greater than you, the way you covered for me.
Thank you.

I appreciated. Thank you, for making my life wonderful.

新年快乐，万事如意。

似乎已经学会了接受：那种静、那种寂。
别，别再期望那么多，就没了那些失落, 还不觉悟？可真像个傻子！


虽然你们说得都对，但总觉得没必要。
忍多几年，让他们活在完美的幻觉里，那该有多好。
你的一剑言，刺穿了他们的心：不会复原地淌着血。

太多太多太多的错误在发生、重复，恶化？
为什么未婚先孕已经不是一种可耻的事？
为什么对不了解的事要那么怨恨？
为什么要让她答应做不到的事，而最后依赖别人？

两个个体硬要合为一体，多么地不可能，或因未有福气体验，所以觉得荒谬~

insomnia nights

this took me the longest time ever to decide..and yet, there is no decision made.
deep down there, what is it?

love doesnt help to solve problems all the time, does it? at least this time doesnt.
or
there wasnt love
or
there is no love

To avoid remorseful nights, here it comes the insomnia nights.

造孽啊

没有那么想要回去过：多希望能即刻就飞。

好久没启动的腺；还以为死了的腺，怎么活了过来。

简单--不了解
虚荣心--折腾
关心--多余

一切都会过去

小事一桩

期待 预约 全都是假的

珍惜的东西太多，只会带来更多烦恼。

奢望太多想和你一起度过的日子，一些对你来说平凡的日子。

没关系，久了，就会算了。

算了，小事一桩！有一天，我会这么说。