I am the QUEEN

when the dreams finally came true,
emptiness visits.

ain't that short anymore; ain't that cute anymore,

and it happened.

not with the person expected; not at the place expected;

and it happened.

it wasn't mere delight as usual; it was so complicated inside that four chambers: the oxygen from the left ventricle entered the right atrium.
it was exciting, exhilarating, invigorating, and...dramatic!

and soon after, disenchantment.

thoughts started to appear, not quite sure what was running through those myelinated axons especially the frontal lobe.

it's tiring to be not fragile and to not be fragile. yeah, screwing myself was kinda fun and torturing at the same time. but i guess it's well taken care of.