=it was just within a blink=
the hidden tsunami beneath the carefree mask.
yes, i have been depressed.
i just couldn't get over those failures in my life, which i never expect and thus i didn't know how to handle it.
yes i talked to people. but the needle wasnt pricked on their flesh, they wont understand.
i lost myself since that day. i was afraid and shocked of my respond. i ran and i needed a hug from that specific people, but, none.
people with low IQ and low EQ can only do this much... watching all the "should be" flying away, and nothing can be done.
i've lost my second upper class, i've lost him, i've lost myself.
apple-polish? gentle? rational? self-control?
sorry- epic fail
lol
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