Tuesday 30 August 2011

一生,不过如此。

挣扎那么多,为的是什么:目标?快乐?幸福?
如果这些的代价是那么多的烦恼与不安,真的值得吗?
这太复杂,“值得”,太难定义。

他们问,你的初吻是如何?
没半点犹豫,说出了在那快餐店前的那一吻,沉溺。
说着说着,却对之前的吻,感到愤怒与不值
倘若,这段感情没有结果,答案还是会一样吗?

信仰很重要,是trigger,也是力量泉源。 

曾经因为那个爱情信仰,轰轰烈烈,却也疲惫不堪。
你胡言乱语,同时亦妖言惑众;
因法力不够高强,而迷糊不清,不分青红皂白。
信仰也有经不起的打击:那些日月一点一滴累积的怀疑与疑惑。
。如何坚定这信仰?只有你能帮到的忙。

个人有所追求,不需要你的赞同或批评。

不得不佩服创造者的智慧:每个人类的独一无二。
在事物与感情之间,选择了感情,因为清楚知道自己追求的是什么
没有人有资格批评甚至帮他人选择,因为,你懂个屁?

个人心态必须良好,谦卑。

听到有朋友很自满地说:“我不信上帝,我没有宗教,我相信我自己!”
无言以对。饮水思源吧,小弟!
唯有感恩感激的心,才能离成功幸福近一些。
看清楚些:个体不过那么渺小,那么不中用。
想想,你身边的叶子,空气,是从哪来的?

感叹叹毕,可别再一蹶不振了,做点什么吧!






笑吧!猖狂地笑吧!
需要麻痹,酒精!把酒精给拿来!!!

Friday 26 August 2011

try not to be petty, only if petty is the only issue here.

in fact, I am damn speechless.

had been autistic for quite some time, and was trying to have a change recently.

there was the day, i stepped out from my opulent homely district, allowed the polluted air to reach my nasal cavity, let the devilish darkness to hit my retina...
I thought I could purify the Shikon no Tama, I thought I was ready.
I could not deny, I am dim-witted.
ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch! ++ fury, snaky!
can this learning process be more humane, please?







Saturday 20 August 2011

the only in the wealthy week

there is nothing can be more precious than that two hours. not only it's only NZD4, but also sssly overwhelmed. thank you for having that 117 minutes with me.

Monday 15 August 2011

不经意地刻意

有些刻意,是不经意地。。那么,还算刻意吗?

因为控制得不好,而变成压抑。
压抑久了,为了不让身子太难过,就开始自动性排斥,慢慢淡忘。
淡忘的过程,偶尔会想起:有时想得很凶;有时想得很柔。

有时,寄着那些回忆,感觉回来了;有时,有种莫名的失落,感觉好遥远。




Friday 12 August 2011

yeap, i am.


This is for my boy: 
We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be. 


This is for my sister, brother and sister: 
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

This is for my dad and mom: 
I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

Wednesday 10 August 2011

i don't wanna admit this but it's happening: just bad luck, bad bad shitty luck.

nausea. no connection. no gold.

but i think i do still have love. yeap, i think so, very very uncertain though. huh?


Saturday 6 August 2011

希望自己是你要的完美

很难控制地怀疑。
有时候,以为真的是相通,却同时发现太多疑点。
有时候,真的咽不下那口气。
有时候,以为不在意了,可是莫名其妙的心闷。
有时候,好像天和渊,怎么都碰不到。
哪个是事实?哪个是误会?
信任归信任,直觉很难忽视。

放弃了,早就放弃了常这么说,可是又正在写这些文字,真的放弃了吗?可笑,更可悲。
想,管不了就不管了:应该算是一点点一滴滴地在放弃。
要的,你有;不要的,你也有。
:“不应该要求~”
:“早就知道了!可是。。。”
吃着不该吃的东西;想着不该想的人;过着不该过的生活。什么是应​该?



有一天,对自己说:

























然后大笑离去,不留一点风采,不回头看那摊溃烂。

Friday 5 August 2011

sorry, I had a ridiculously immature thought. but my life is to be ridiculously legendary, so i guess it's okay~

flooded with Disney's Princesses lately...as I want to be one, I guess I can't.
~I can't sing
~I can't dance
~I can't talk to animals

that's why I cant. and the most critical one is ~ I am not~
maybe I was, but I am not~

Monday 1 August 2011

what a day! but out of place =.=

second time of the semester: out of place.

it was a lovely day with unknown route, nice outlet, and petite woven material.
basically, this was just the process.
 the destination was shock, Shock, SHOCK! 
everything there was just so slim, leggy, gorgeous, smashing
discomfiture scarlet-ed. yet, eventually, confident needed to be regained. so, quirkily, it did. 
the end of it went well --- guess so.
HOPE is spotted.
Naruto's good luck and Rock Lee's hardship are both needed! AZA AZA!