feeling good!

he left without saying goodbye last time.

and then he came back

right back here. 

shocked and amazed when he approached to say hi. 

Never mind, he is always most welcome to be here. 

please stay, it's lovely and blessed to have you here.

to have the enthusiasm to indulge in something, when was the last time?!

spent hours to look into these easy yet gripped words and phrases, WILLINGLY, UNGRUDGINGLY!

it was just so amazing: the eagerness to know, wanting to explore, desire to acquit oneself. 

is this what people call passion? if it is, I am so blessed. 

what was seen recently is driving me crazy... it's knocking harsh from inside out, trying to wake it up; yet something is stopping it, that might be something too real to be worded and defined. the awakening might be terrific.

just thought of the endless beautiful picture and...what you've told me????

i am really really really scared... i just cant lose you. 

突然知道自己要的是什么。可是。。。对！可是。。。

always aware of the should and shouldn't.
anyhow, the realization of what I want is horrible. Never know such realization might turn out to be a tragedy.

sorry to be cool, sorry to be strict, sorry to be respondless.

two possibilities, extremely childish or absolute maturity.

it's sophisticated, as usual.

it's human nature, unavoidable, huh?

kept giving pointless, ineffectual, unproductive comments, OH MY GOD!

so, here it is: appointed myself to be the decision maker. You, shut up, listen, obey and action!

满足 x 奢侈

要求多一些些的陪伴，
多一点点地温柔，
是奢求吗？