不可思议

一颗心，是脆弱的。
被揪着，无法自拔。

犇取赑梦

怎么梦里的都那么真实？

是不是，因为不可能成真，所以让焉享受那短暂的美好？

蠱毒我梦，麤拼了~曾猋搏于姦，沦落至今。。。

衰兰送客咸阳道，天若有情天亦老！

黯然未销魂，倘若能逢贵人惜，省得泣下沾襟无人晓；

几何人知玉容寂寞泪阑干，梨花一枝春带雨?

嗤~

从此无心爱良夜，任他明月下西楼

maybe love is a blind spot, not a solution

a relationship can serve many purposes.
















or it's only an excuse

有时，觉得自己是个笑话

I am the QUEEN

when the dreams finally came true,
emptiness visits.

ain't that short anymore; ain't that cute anymore,

and it happened.

not with the person expected; not at the place expected;

and it happened.

it wasn't mere delight as usual; it was so complicated inside that four chambers: the oxygen from the left ventricle entered the right atrium.
it was exciting, exhilarating, invigorating, and...dramatic!

and soon after, disenchantment.

thoughts started to appear, not quite sure what was running through those myelinated axons especially the frontal lobe.

it's tiring to be not fragile and to not be fragile. yeah, screwing myself was kinda fun and torturing at the same time. but i guess it's well taken care of.