thirtieth of June, twenty twelve

so the frivolousness of my June thirtieth

marks the joyous bygone of my first half of twenty twelve.

it was undeniably splendid! learnt to take care of my parents on my own, had romantic weeks with my boyfriend, went abroad abroad.

I am fortunate, I am happy, I am grateful.
and I think that I should thank God for the wonderful plan.

i am wise enough to be a thinker, to be a philosopher, but not wise enough to be a practitioner. 

please forgive my foolishness.

nothing is comparable, to nothing, with nothing, of nothing.

值得

恍然大悟-我不孤单

是的，你必须把含在嘴里的金与我分享
所换来的幸福与满足，胜过一切

Thank you mommy daddy and thm

walking on the familiar and crowded street, feeling I am the happiest and luckiest girl in the world =D

people are walking, passing by me, and thoughts emerge...
I am pampered =) I am doted =) I am blessed =)
I am happy =)

musm

i can never handle this well :_(

physically, it looks good.
yet, it's drowning inside...
those suppose to come out, are blocked inside...

it may sound like end of the world, and it sounds ridiculous and exaggerated,
and this is how bad i am handling it.


look at the empty bed and lonely mirror, and you know they are rolling deep down, waiting for u to calm them down.

自私白痴座

太多人需要你；你需要太多人；

身为最矮，最丑，最胖，最没才华的那一个，快窒息了。

努力扮演好自己的角色，再努力扮演全部人的角色；一场空。
你贪婪,自私,你要的是全部。。。

你要炫耀，我没什么让你值得骄傲；
你要拥抱，我不能随传随到；
你要玩乐，我没法随时奉陪；

自制很难么?
因为你是那白痴座

现在先大笑吧！

会继续与你玩闹，就如梦里的你，不会对我有太大的影响。
我们现在开心就好。

我不去想，我不敢想，你说这样就很好。
我也是这么觉得。

说得累了，流得泪了，
你不会在乎，或说你不懂得在乎，
我觉得你只是不懂，我也不能让你懂，
你会遇到让你觉悟的人。