我想
我的生命应该更精彩



而不单是每天期待与你拥吻

blink and gone. i am a freak

=it was just within a blink=

the hidden tsunami beneath the carefree mask.

yes, i have been depressed.
i just couldn't get over those failures in my life, which i never expect and thus i didn't know how to handle it.

yes i talked to people. but the needle wasnt pricked on their flesh, they wont understand.

i lost myself since that day. i was afraid and shocked of my respond. i ran and i needed a hug from that specific people, but, none.

people with low IQ and low EQ can only do this much... watching all the "should be" flying away, and nothing can be done.


i've lost my second upper class, i've lost him, i've lost myself.

apple-polish? gentle? rational? self-control?
sorry- epic fail

lol

Helpless... for real...

SO helpless. This is what i have been trying to avoid.
I complain and quit jobs because i was unable to tolerate the unreasonable and the inhumanity. And i know i have my mom n dad n a home to go back to n feed me
This time, i have to unconditionally get along with the unprofessionalism and this is costing A LOT of my youth, my patience, and my passion!

Oh dear!

I sigh so hard and I cry so loud
Bang not BANG!

Btw, i am so blessed with good friends around me. Thank you my dear friends... Lol = lots of love

seriously?

first of all, i was shocked of my own response.

i did not know that this would upset me so much...
the negative emotion troubles me when i am alone, driving alone, sitting alone, lying on the bed alone.

ridiculously treating us all like idiots yet nothing i can do. justice?
corruption will stay forever?
I am not willing to wait for another five years >heartache<
i wonder if God has His noble plan, for him to bear the serious consequences later, or my homeland is a forgotten land by Him.

show time?
popcorn is ready.

真的很差 唉

热恋已经好远 安稳却迷了路

我一走了之 你完全不来 半斤八两





打击很大 除了哭 不知道还能怎样
谢谢那小小的拥抱 让我笑了一下






女人 真的不可以把一个男人看得太重
他轻轻把你一甩，你死不了，却粉身碎骨 半死不活