the second one, it grows.

i ain't a masochist, perhaps.
nothing to confess, nothing to admit, nothing to deny.

it's just an enlarged petite technical error, people takes it differently.

harshly: ouch, it hurts, sometimes, for some time. 

surprisingly, woke up in the morning, hardly remember the source of the barmy bust-up. traced it back down, reckon it was another abused night.