Helpless... for real...

SO helpless. This is what i have been trying to avoid.
I complain and quit jobs because i was unable to tolerate the unreasonable and the inhumanity. And i know i have my mom n dad n a home to go back to n feed me
This time, i have to unconditionally get along with the unprofessionalism and this is costing A LOT of my youth, my patience, and my passion!

Oh dear!

I sigh so hard and I cry so loud
Bang not BANG!

Btw, i am so blessed with good friends around me. Thank you my dear friends... Lol = lots of love

seriously?

first of all, i was shocked of my own response.

i did not know that this would upset me so much...
the negative emotion troubles me when i am alone, driving alone, sitting alone, lying on the bed alone.

ridiculously treating us all like idiots yet nothing i can do. justice?
corruption will stay forever?
I am not willing to wait for another five years >heartache<
i wonder if God has His noble plan, for him to bear the serious consequences later, or my homeland is a forgotten land by Him.

show time?
popcorn is ready.

真的很差 唉

热恋已经好远 安稳却迷了路

我一走了之 你完全不来 半斤八两





打击很大 除了哭 不知道还能怎样
谢谢那小小的拥抱 让我笑了一下






女人 真的不可以把一个男人看得太重
他轻轻把你一甩，你死不了，却粉身碎骨 半死不活

因为你，不是为了你

在那熙熙攘攘的人群里， 我孤立彷徨着

可不可以，你很勇地冲出来，紧紧抱着我，紧贴我的双唇，
让我明白，穿梭后的疲惫，有你在。

dislike *______*

people read to me what I could read myself, I thought that my request was clear: explain to me please.

why i cannot understand the language in this cage anymore? the cage people talk cock all the time. being spied, threatened and bullied all the time; irony.
a cage of no rationale, no humane, no communication. as though the Hitler has came back.

Hope was gone. Target had lowered. Life was manipulated. Mess had taken over to rule.

who the hell cares? o well, i do care. cause it's gonna ruin my life!!!

his cuddle, the only med to calm me down; yet his single kitten yell tripled my tension.
i wanna stay home, in my cocoon, never to become a butterfly.

诱惑that isn't tempting at all

当不能抉择
投币的答案 却能偶然地，发现心里真正想要的

One feeds stomach and one feeds soul 
one is be loved and one is to love
one is to not die while one is to live

this time, a whole loaf. 

... ... ... ...

hate seduction and temptation

... ...

glad that principles and loyalty are beheld well!

if this has to be true

some facts are hurtful, especially when it comes out from the wrong mouth.

is love uncertain, unpromising, and unnoticed?

 

i love you and i want things to be alright.