你无法了解的恐惧

哭泣对眼睛一点都不好











张开了眼睛 却还是一片漆黑














会不会有那么一天?

but i love you

There are excuses you've found, to leave me

maybe i was never a caring girlfriend, nor an understanding girlfriend, never a good girlfriend...

and u said that i used to miss him as much as i do now
i would have to say no silently... you do not know how much i miss you every minute when you aren't by my side...

the communication breakdown has been there, for quite a long time...

and soon enough, realize that I dont even have that tiny bits of human nature...

that's why i am an alien

i know why i am sick... but i don't know how to cure...

and i shall never forget, how you lie at my face

因为有你在心里

有再多的抗拒 又如何

他也了解
他的女朋友是个聪明人
只是情商太低
负数的可能性并不低



您的一通电话

郁闷都不见了


却也回来得很快。。。除了无奈还是无奈



所以不想多余的对话
寂寞也罕有
有爱 世界末日没什么了不起 只怕它不敢来

i dont like it : _ (

it's attacking...
   and i am so scared...

will your love bring me home?

hug me tight and never let me go

it's always all about you

i read
i heard
i witness

still,
i do not know what to do
i love you

what about you?

i hate words from you that hurt me
i hate the gentle touch on my hair of yours that makes me forgive you

i hate misunderstanding and miscommunication between us cause you have no time for me
i hate the breathless hug from you that reminds me of how close our hearts are

i hate listen to the lady telling me "the person you call is unavailable at the moment... ..."
i hate the three simple words "i miss you" of yours that makes me forget how furious I was

what's hiding beneath that long hair and stubborn skullcap of yours?

后来才发现

后来才发现 如果能忘记你 可能也是一种幸福
这样可能很没志气 因为爱不起而选择忘记

罢下以前的拐弯抹角 直截了当 当面问你 你依旧吊儿郎当
希望自己会画画 把自己的心画出来 文字的极限 使感觉好无助

喜欢那不道德 因为那是我们之间的唯一
唯一的窒息
唯一的时刻 让觉得你，要，我。
唯一的不是多余 不是负担

话说 曾经也是唯一的属于你我
后来才发现是自己一厢情愿地相信
忘了你有太多她

标签吧
小气 戏剧化 祸水 烦恼 无能

才发现 自己真的不能抽烟 因为定力太差
有多少次狠狠地掉头 却在三秒之后狼狈地回去
也难怪你不珍惜 因为不需要珍惜

就快1399
也是不再一块儿地第二个13

aint sure if someone is missing you

influenced by the drama or what, aint sure,

used to miss you when it's raining
and would've called to tell you that really miss you, miss you so much

but it's hard to reach you now
so, that's it.
nothing to you anymore

used to be a sweet gum but now, is just a leech
so bubye~